HELP! IM REALLY HELPLESS AND DONT KNOW WHAT TO DO? 10 POINTS?

She gets in my face, yells at me, mocks me, Blames random things on me like when she can't find something of hers she yells at me. and I was verbally and physically abused by her ever since I can remember ( im 14 now) I can't believe she has given birth to me! I can't believe a mother could Hate her own daughter! I wish gave me up or better yet aborted me in 1996*. ive been quiet and cried a lot all of my life and people associated it with being "Little" I used to get bullied kindergarten - all of the years ive been in school.( im going into 9th grade this fall) I cried a lot in kindergarten-3rd grade( for being bullied and also because my mom abusing me) Im mad someone didn't notice how bad my behavior was that would have been my chance to get help. It sure as hell would have saved me alot of pain. I isolate myself a lot because my parent hate me ( my dad left and my uncle is living with us and he is terrible to me he always cuts me down) and my mom yelled at me earlier for isolating myself saying YOU KNOW WHAT YOUR GONNA BECOME A SERIAL KILLER BECAUSE YOU ISOLATE YOURSELF SO MUCH!( i know wtf)( she almost choked me to death at age 6) ive never thought about hurting anybody and I think people who kill are sick bastards! and btw when isolate myself I go listen to rock music like 60's and 90's rock. and I like John Lennon and he got shot which i feel very bad about and would have loved to have gotten shot instead of him it save his family a lot of pain JOHN DIED IN 1980. but i was born in 1996 so yeah., Id never hurt anyone ever. Id rather be a drug addict then a killer at least then I will hurt myself not someone else. i can't take the path ive been going down because of her I dont feel i can trust anyone anymore I just cant take it! I have no one I can live with., her abusing me kept me quiet. I would love to be a loud outspoken person with charisma but i can't because of the abuse I would be exactly that way if it werent abused. I think why people picked one me for the most was being quiet I usally only speak unless spoken to. I join in on conversations too though.Is there some kind of shelter I could go to im 14 and I live near grand rapids Michigan. I just don't know what to do! if not then what should I do?

Why do people care so much about celebrities lives...?

But when someone not famous is dating someone, or getting divorced, or having kids, they automatically don't care. It's annoying.

I don't like my parents buying things for me, is that bad?

My parents are divorced, my mom works a lot and doesn't earn enough money. There has been always a problem with money between them and I hate it, my dad is doing good economically so he pays my school and gives some money monthly to my mom so she can buy me the things I need. From what I've heard it isn't enough and he doesn't like giving it, the thing is that I'm sick of all that problems and I like working to get my stuff, I started working for his company, I don't even know how much $ I'll get. I'll get good experience that I can use for a future job because I'm only 16, today we had a huge problem because I'm getting bad grades but I've been feeling in charge of some things that I don't have to take care of, I wish I could just take care of school. However my dad cares about me and he came here (my home) and told me he's going to buy me an air conditioner, he's going to take me to the supermarket etc.. but I'd feel really bad if he does, I don't know why, I don't like that at all.

Should I tell my dad I'm on my period?

He is a doctor(surgeon). My parents are divorced and I'm with him all summer. I only have my dad and my older brother. I am 13 and this is my first time getting it but my mom already told me everything because 13 is pretty late so she wanted me to be prepared. I don't want to tell him cuz it would be REALLY embarrassing but I am using the 3 pads in the kit my mom bought(so embarrassing)and I need more. My brother is mature(he is 19) and wouldn't make fun of me but i think that would be worse.Would my dad know since he is a doctor and all??? HELP!!?!?!?!???!???

Should women who plan on having abortions in the future anyway not be allowed to procreate?

yep...i think abortion is just cruel, if you want to have all the sex you want and no kids, then go ahead and get your tubes tied or something permanent like that..or stay on birth control..but please, no abortions.. dislike if you want, just my opinion :)

Is my EX-GF playing games or actually interested?

My girlfriend of a year and a half broke up about 3 month ago. It was messy and we have just know started talking to eachother again without surcumbing to arguements. She has finally let the cat out of the box and explained to me how she feels and what she is looking for. She told me that she still cares about me alot and she misses me, but she can not be in a relationship at the stime. She wants to find out if she can be happy on her own. (divorced, we started dating right after the divorce). I have been over to her house 2x now. The first night, we ended up fooling around and she start crying. She said "this does not feel right and that she cares about me so much. She siad"i do not just want to be a booty call" She got very affectionate and i ended up leaving about an hour later. The next night we talked and i kissed her a few times. Towards the end she started to get a little hesitient but still kissed me back. I asked her if she would be interested in going to dinner with me this Saturday and she said"well, we nver really had a real first date"..She then smiled and said she would go. She has made it clear that we are not back together and that she is not ready for that move at this time. I understand that. We have not talked in 4 days, i am trying to give her some space to think about everything before we actually go out. I do not intend on bringing up the past unless she does. I am madley in love with this girl and i want nothing more than for her and i to be together. I want to know if she is palying some sort of weird game with me? I understand she is confused, but i just dont want to go into this if she is not sincere. What are your thoughts?

Historical Fiction book written by young teen?

your 12! wow for someone any age this is great! i would say just go into more detail when describing people and places