Pregnant and alone what can make me feel better?

Hey everyone, I'm 20 years old and I'm 11w 5d pregnant. I was dating the father for a couple months before i got pregnant and after I told him he wanted me to abort. I chose not to and of coarse he stopped talking to me. To add insult to injury I found out he was married. I let his wife know and she warned me that he would have nothing to do with my child and pressed abortion again even offering to pay for it. Now I'm starting to feel like crap knowing that my child is not gonna grown up with a father and im gonna be going through my whole pregnancy alone. Any suggestions on something that will lift my spirits? Thank you.